I have to go back to school.
Yes, I am one of the uneducated masses in this country, and I have known for a long time that I need a degree of some sort if I am going to be able to retire at any age before 90.
So I am looking at schools, and trying to figure out how I can fit classes into my schedule.
Worse, I am trying to figure out what I want to be when I grow up.
It's harder than it sounds. Really.
Do I stay in Health care, or get out? I am kinda burned out, but I like it. Tough call.
Do I choose something for the $$ and figure that I can retire earlier, or do I try to find something that makes me happy, knowing that it will pay less?
How many years of schooling am I willing to endure? Well, I like school, so it's more like "how many years am I willing to play at school before I get a real job and start taking care of business"
So many questions, and so few answers. Add in the fact that I am terrified over the bare idea of going out into public and dealing with all the people that are involved in the schooling process, and the fact that I have to consider my fears in my career choice, and the fact that my depression keeps rearing it's ugly head and telling me that I can't do this.... *sigh*
I dunno. I think it would be a lot easier if I could just win the lottery....